Quote Of The Day: "Without change, something sleeps inside us, and seldom awakens. The sleeper must awaken." ~Frank Herbert (author of Dune)
An intelligent man and a brilliant author Frank Herbert. Here we see truth in some of its finest words. I believe Mr. Herbert is attempting to tell us that we should no sleep through life, we should be awake and willing to see it for all the different changes that may come along the paths of life, be they good or bad. Lately some of you have come to know about a change along my path and then some of you may not know. In either case it doesnt matter, those who know are meant to know and those of you who do not know do not need to. The point is that we each must choose our paths and in order to walk those paths we must be willing to accept change and take chances. Well I took a chance and I accepted the change that would come of it, no matter if the outcome was good or bad I would accept that change, and I got my outcome. It wasnt the one I was hoping for but none the less I accept this change but I feel I should offer a piece of advice to my dear readers. Be wary when to you gamble and be ready to accept loss, try not to gamble with something very precious unless your prepared to part with it. I wasnt thrilled about having to part with something I know I have to but I'm doing it and I'm doing it because to have it near to me, to look upon it and be close to it causes more pain than losing it. Time will heal all wounds, including this one, but keeping this most dearest and precious thing near me will never allow my wound to heal thus I must part with it. I know that some of you dont agree with it and that soem of you do but the fact is it isnt your decision and you dont know what it is to make THIS decision because its me making it and it all but kills me. You should believe me though, when I say that the positive outcome was well worth the gamble and the entire world could nto have offered a more pleasing or more tempting offer as what would have been if my gamble would have worked.
As to my last entry, well I was rather angry at the time and those of you know of the reason know that I was justified at the time. But as all things do, the anger died and reason came into my mind. Yes, it is my mind who is once again ruling my body and not my heart. For now my heart is layed to its rest for healing and rejuvination. Until such time as my heart can heal itself and regain strength my mind shall rule as it once did. This means that for now romance and passion shall take a backseat to balance, logic, and above all knowledge. No it doesnt mean I dont care or that I do not invite each and everyone of you to share your problems with me because I do care and I shall endeavor to help anyone who needs it. And just for one persons reference, this does mean EVERYONE, though it may cause me harm to have someone near I would never turn her away and wouldnt think twice about rushing in to help with anything. But truly, if music is the food of love than I'm afriad right now that my record player is broken and it will take time to repair it. But again, I gladly pay this price for having the opportunity to win such a prize as great as the treasure I sought, for nothing could seem as sweet or as dear as it does and did. The point is that I had my chance and even though I didnt win, it was worth just that chance.
SVS
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