Now The Traveler Sat In Deep Thought, Meditating For The Long Road Ahead

Quote Of The Day: "Mr. Spock the women on your planet are logical. That's the only planet in the galaxy that can make that claim" James Tiberius Kirk (Elaan Of Troyius)

Mmmm, I cant help but agree here. Seldom do you find a woman who is the least bit logical in her true nature. Not that im complaining, I love an illogical woman, makes the arguments more entertaining, the flirting more lively, and......well some things are better left to the imagination. I think this evening friends our post will be all about the glorification of women. Some guys love timid, shy women who draw their gaze without having too try. Other guys enjoy women who are bold but subtle, some prefer light of the mind and heavy in the chest. But what does your Lord Shawn like? Most people automatically guess that I prefer shy, light of the mind, and heavy of the chest. I cannot help but fin this more laughable, although understandable due to the fact that my last intrest was DEFINATELY light of the mind and somewhat chesty. However, I prefer bold, intelligent, clever, subtle, witty, and sarcastic. Many of you know about my preference for redheads but that definately isnt a requirement since reheads generally arent subtle, clever, and usually fair of intelligence. Although that not 100% true. Now I have nothing against the gay community, I really dont but I dont think I could ever truly be gay. Not because I have some archaic notion of some stupid notion of it being morally wrong but rather I am so in awe of the female form, the veryd esign of women. Ahh well im off to bed.

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Tonight The Traveler Sharpened The Steel Of His Vorpral Blade, Again Preparing For The Journey Ahead

Quote Of The Day: "Nobody understands you in this century unless you swear every other word. You'll find it in all the literature of the era: Jackelyn Susann, the novels of Harrold Robbins." -James Tiberius Kirk

Ahh, too true. It seems the younger generations of this world, mine included, seem to be pre-occupied with swearing in order to convey a point. Its like the man said "...and good authors too, who once knew better words, now only use four letter words...." (Frank Sinatra- Anything Goes). But what causes this pre-occupation and slander/abuse of the language? Rebellion against polite and acceptable society, rebellion against religon, rebellion against the older generations, basically just pick a reason. But these days its perpetuated by TV, Movies, Books, magazines, everything around us. But rather than fight it I say f*%k it and accept it now as a part of the culture. What I really wanted to do tonight was rant about religion and Christianity. But after arguing with someone about it tonight who A) doesnt know his history, B) his science, C) or even his Bible its kinda put me off a little. Its ridiculous really, he is the type of guy who is nice and kind and all but says shit like "gays go against gods will and they are commiting vulgar evil acts of perversion", or calls them "fags", or says sterotypical things about mid-eastern cultures and such. It drives me insane that these people are so vain and confident in their beliefs that they have the first and last say in what is evil and what isnt. The fact they believe in pure forms of good and evil speaks of how mornonic they truly are. Evil or Good both have no known pure forms. Although I disagree about some of the behavior of gay rights activists I dont for one moment believe they are evil or impure or perverted in nature. I support the right to choose your sexual preference, a woman right to choose what to do with her body, an individuals rights to choose and pay for sex change operations. If there is a god, I sure dont believe he would be so petty as to deny a person access to heaven because of their sexual preference. I have gay male friends, gay female friends, and I cant ever imagine hating them for their choices, its not even in me to think of their choice as anything but natural because thats the way I was raised to beleive, that people are people no matter their choices. I have friends from all different religions; Wiccan, Christian, Muslim, Buddahist, The Followers Of Lucifer (ask me about it sometime), Catholic, Jewish, and probably a few I've forgotten. But this guy I soemtimes talk to is one of those ignorrant christians who dont even know their own belief very well much less be able to pick apart someone elses. I for one find the Bible to be fascinating, mostly the old testament. Mostly I ignore beliefs in other religions I worship only the light of Love and the beauty of Life. Personally im mostly straight, I love Women. The very nature of women, their way of being and generally everything about them stirs the passionate chords within me. I acknowledge that men too have their own uniqueness, men have a certain sculpted art to them, a muscle physique you dont usually find in women, certainly a macho confidence that is uinque primairly to males. But I choose to be attracted to women, having an intimate knowledge of both sides helps though. I firmly believe that our society is progressing to a more accepting way of being. Well its off to bed again, take care and goodnight.

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The Traveler Readied His Armor, Ready To Soon Put In On For Defence In The Long Journey Ahead

Quote Of The Day: "Losing family helps us to find our family. Not necessarily the family that is our blood, but the family that may become our blood." William Forrester (Finding Forrester-2000)

Well apologies that I havent been writing much, not really a whole lot to say or tell at the moment. Little tired of self glorification at the moment too, so that kinda limits our forum here doesnt it? lol, really just looking forward to sometime off after this next term. Hoping to take a week and go camping in the eastern part of the great redneck sandbox that is Oregon. Id like to go with a bunch of close friends but even if its just me and just oen of them id be happy cause I just want to go camping, its something I enjoy doing, its relaxing for me. I want to go hike around Fort Rock and just enjoy myself without worries for a bit. Believe it or not this much is taking a loooooong time to write. Well its off to bed for the remainder of the night.

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The Traveler Could Nearly See The Border Of His Homeland Ahead And Smiled As He Prepared To Cross It

Quote Of The Day: "Dont try to be a great man, just be a man and let history make its own judgments." - Zefram Chocrane

Finally friends we are coming near the great turning point, the portal to the mighty beyond, our steps into the world echo with greatness. At last the last trimester here at SOCC in little North Bend has arrived. Beyond this last segment lies the a summer for thought, a time when one must make his appeal to his gods to oversee the future in which he himself will be made a god and ascend to greatness. As always, knowledge is my future but there is something else ahead of me, a shadow that obscures my sight. For the first time I am free of all ties that bind me here. The last one severed leaving me open to the world around me. TIll now I have lingered in this place, haunting the remains of somethjing I did not want to let go of, but now the bonds are cut, my future free, the Traveler nears the border of his homeland and prepares to cross it at last into the trackless expanse of hte world beyond. However some will never know this freedom and we who are about set out to conquer and subjigate this world in our own name salute Her and Her kind. May she never leave this squallid hell hole and forever be bound to it for the crimes of immorality, stupidity, and bad judgment, with Her Wonderboy will also forever stay Ive no doubt. He too is a casulty of a war fought by your great Lord Shawn, in truth he was slave to my will and servant to my mind. But him I pitty, it was an acident that he was lost so, that he was reducded to little more than a sad whimpering hump of humanity. He was made so because I drained him of any intelligence and usefulness to the world. She was conquered by my sheer will, I had a great fondness for her but like all those who do not understand greatness she fled in fear and fled directly into a hole which she cannot escape. My forces have left the field and the fighting is done, now it is time to move on and conquer the next foe. Ashland and her people shall be next, though I come for knowledge now and not war, though I may well find it in some. This Lord and his forces hail to the conservatives who are constantly besieged in that little town and we go to drive back the liberals, perhaps we may restore morality after all.


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Again, The Traveler Began His Long Journey, Turning His Attention Towards Other Things

Quote Of The Day: "We may believe all we wish but truth will always be." ~anonymous


Belief can be a funny thing, sometimes a totally rational intelligent person can take something simply and obvious and twist it completely around so that it fits their purpose. We know this to be true because we have seen it many many times in the past. Numerous religious groups have that human ability to their advantage both in present and in the past, and no doubt in the future. Nazi Germany was masterful at it, it turned it into a veritable art. Politicians are Rembrandts of this art. But these are just examples of how it is used in a less than positive way. But before I keep going there is one thing you must remember, that for good or bad this is a form of deception meant to deceive the listeners into believing something that is NOT true. So, where else is this deception used? You might be surprised. Liberals often use this deception when trying to pull upon your heart strings so that you will give your support in pulling down companies that truly are NOT violating law, violating morals and ethics? Definitely but not the law. What exactly are we talking about here? Sweatshops, places where people are payed ridiculous wages in exchange for long days of grueling work. Is this morally right? No. Is this ethically right? No. Is it lawfully wrong in the countries where they do it? No. If this was in the United States it would be against our laws but the fact that they do it in countries that allow it means that they do not violate one single law because they are NOT enslaving anyone. Liberals will try and tell you that this is slavery, its not. So long as the person is payed even a fraction of a penny then it is defined as payment. The difference between trade and slavery is choice, so long as there is a choice it is not slavery. Liberals are masterful at trying to make you look at everything but the simple truth. Yes it’s a horrible choice to not work and starve yourself and possibly family but scavenging for food but it is a choice. The fact that you do not FEEL you cannot afford that CHOICE doesn’t change the meaning of it, it doesn’t take away that option, it simply means you do not WANT to take that choice. Now its not true that they deceive us on purpose, the fact is that some of them actually believe what they’re saying, and its not hard to see how they might not be able to face the truth. Some of them do do it on purpose and its not always easy to tell which is doing it for what reason. Liberals aren’t limited to this either, conservatives have a reputation for doing it too. The reason why I feel the need to focus on the liberals this evening is because they are the ones who protest more innocence and caring. How much can you care if you deceive so much?

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His Sword Bloodied, The Traveler Sat Down Against A Tree On The Edge Of A Great Field

Quote Of The Day: "Do you believe in destiny? That even the powers of time can beordered for a single purpose?" ~Dracula (Bram Stokers: Dracula, 1992)


Well I'm back, more or less, a little brusied and bloodied from the preverbial fields of battle but Ive survived and lived to fight another day. Did I retreat? No, I can honestly say I stood my ground, fought, and gave it my all until a silence settled over the battlefired. Was I victorious? Well, sometimes in war there is no victor, both sides simply lose resources and end up ceasing to fight and go home, such is the case here. I lost a lot but so did the other side. So where does that leave your glorious Lord? I'm a Lord who is tired of fighting for the moment, though that doesnt mean I wouldnt stand up and fight again if I had to. Love, my friends, is truly a battlefield, no matter hwo corny that is it is completely accurate. For now I leave that field of battle and fall back with my remaining forces to heal wounds, get rest, and perhaps get a new perspective. The only thing worse than losing a battle is not winning it but not losing it either. As always my allies were waiting just behind the drawn lines, waiting to offer comfort and support. But we cannot hope to forever rely upon them for they too fight their own battles across the fields of eternity. When they say that love is a battlefield its true but it should also be explained that love is only a battlefied, life is the war we fight and we fight against death and unhappiness. The point of the battle with love is to fight as hard as possible and, depending upon who your are, to either win, lose, or join forces. If you win you end up dominating the other person thorughout life, if you lose then you are dominated, but for me I seek an alliance to combine my forces and their so that together we can forge ahead in the war together. In the case of friends, they are merely allies, but when you join with someone in the battle of love you are more than allies you are one whole force. Right now I am Lord Shawn and I stand alone on the fields of eternity facing down my enemys with wavering honor, and failing courage. I seek an ally to bolster my forces and my strength. There are very very very few of us who can stand alone in this war and live to a natural age, we simply do not have the strength to varry on without another, our strength fails and we lose our mettle. And yes, it must be a female ally, for me men dont hold what I need. I tend to believe that most of us seek the opposite sex because it is the combination of the two sexes that form together to make a more perfect union, a coupling that enables both to bear the weight of the world because they each have unique talents that help. With a same sex alliance its different you merely bolster what you already have instead of forming something new, and theres nothing wrong with that, its merely a choice. I'm far more interested in creating something new and different than bolstering what I already have. I know what men are like, and its great to be a man but I wouldnt want to live with one forever and share each portiong of my life with one. Instead I find that women hold much more appeal but I do not discredit those who choose the same sex, blessings to all and to each one for just making a choice can be the hardest thing in life.
My apologies for not posting sooner but theres been a lot I had to think about and I really did feel like being alone, I still do a little, but I figured it had been long enough. Unfortunately I have also found that relying upon various friends to carry through with things that might have made me feel a little better and perhaps given them something in return can be hopeless. I dont feel badly towards any one particular friend, its just that actually relying on some of them is something I cant apparently do.

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