Tuesday, January 27, 2004

The Traveler Was Silent As His God Above Raged
Beware my dear readers for today I feel my temper flaring as it hasnt in a veyr long time. I am no longer depressed nor is my anger a soft and slow buring one. Tonight my anger is white hot and my teeth are bared. I did a courtesy by removing certain items from this journal but I am not so sure I should have. These next few lines are going to be directed at the one for whom they were removed. How dare you place anger or hurt above mine, if you have something to say adress it to me directly. Now I know this sounds hypocritcal my readers but the fact is I have done everything but personally show up on this persons door step. Truly i was surprised at the amount of support I have to simply ignore all this bullshit and just freakin forget about it, I ask myself why I bother and for once there was no answer. A few weeks my large backside, in a few weeks I will have forgotten and been able to heal myself enough to where you will not matter. This is more than ridiculous, its outrageous that it has carried this far. Speak to me and we can work it out, remain silent and im done, I dont have the energy to wait or to carry on any longer. Im not asking too much Im only asking to talk and work it out, not let it heal itself, Time DOES NOT heal all wounds it merely makes it convient to forget that they are there, speaking and working things through like the intelligent human beings we are is what heals wounds. So here is your quote for the day
"PEOPLE ARE STUPID"-Wizards First Rule.
Readers I am a writer and I use my writing as an outlet for my emotion usually as well as any over dramatic thought because I hate the BS that I've been forced to deal with. I absolutely hate drama, it serves no purpose, helps no one, doesnt have the slightest bit of fun involved with it, and serves only to weaken ones mind. If I sound offensive I am quite sorry but I am extremely angry about this stupidness when it shouldnt have come about at all. So to end the cause, ME, aka GIRLBOY, never ever attempt to post here again, ever. I know how to deal with people like you, a true waste of life you are if you cannot garner the courage to come to me or at least e-mail or call me, god knows I left the number and adress on here enough times. Lipstick wearing freak. And when you TRY and insult someone, try adressing something more critical then my Atheism because my faith in mankind is a thousand time whatever petty faith you have in some cheap ass god who cant possibly exist because your tome of religion is so old, so outdated, over translated, and written as a political/historical accountign that has become so diluted you'd get more religion from an episode of teletubbies. And if you were angered by my post about the military...well take your thoughts and go complain to society as a whole because anyone who supports organized murder is no better then those who commit it. Now on that note, Angel I know your part of them and you know I hold you aside from that judgement based solely on the fact that I both care about you and hold you in higher regard as well as Pvt. Jackass but understand my position on this, there is nothing I hold higher than the sanctity of human life.
SVS

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